current life events rant!
I’m not sure why I wanted to write all of this down, but I do, so here’s just a bunch of shit (good and bad shit!) that’s currently going on in my life. There’s really no purpose to this because I only know a few of you personally, and everyone else probably wont have a fucking clue what I’m talking about but anyway…
Firstly (might I remind you that I suck at structuring things so this is going to go back and forth between past, present and future events more than a Doctor Who episode!) a rather beautiful friend of mine, who I like to refer to as ‘my favourite blond’ (mainly because before him I had never found myself attracted to blondes) was chatting alllll night to a girl I don’t really know (but at the same time don’t necessarily like). This is all fair enough!!!! Ahhh, I really don’t want this to be an unjustified rant, I just want to get everything down somewhere…. Anyhow, she’s tiny (sighhh, self-esteem issues! Don’t get me wrong, I love me, I’m just not sure how anyone else could?!) and she only just recently broke up with a good friend of mine, who seems a little lost without her. This really isn’t her fault, I have no idea about the nature of the break-up, I just hate to see him so out of it. So, yeah. Cute boy chatting up cute girl and me seedily watching from the balcony at club. That night was great overall though, really! A friend’s band was playing and they’re really good, and I love hanging out with the college crew. I really really like going out to club/ town with people other than my direct friendship group. I know this is kind of strange, and I do love going out and getting white girl wasted with my girls, but in saying that they’re not really ‘mine’, or they don’t feel like it, and sometimes I just like to mix it up and have a chilled night with the boys / other college mates. Basically the story of this paragraph is that I still think that my favourite blond is crazy gorgeous, and his hair has been looking extra spectacular of late, but I’ve given up trying to work up the courage to even make an effort there. He can do what he wants and I’ll try not to let it affect how I feel about him. Which really is the way it should be, I’ve never been one to understand the whole ‘pursuit’ thing, which is testament to my relationship history!
Just climbed out of bed, missing my biggest day at uni, still with a blinding headache and a cough that makes my rib cage hurt. Whyyyyyyyyyy?!
Fuck this university rubbish.
Another Update to Summer goals:
Update to Summer goals:
This Summer I plan to increase my knowledge, my bank-balance and my itunes library and decrease my weight.
his mates just came and dragged him out of the shower and now he’s getting dressed in his room and they’re all yelling ‘NO HOMO! NO HOMO!’ And debating what is or what is not considered ‘gay’ behaviour.
update: fuck I just realised I need to wash my hair and there’s going to be no hot water left. bugger!
you know you live on college when you roomate has been passed out on the floor of the shower for the last hour. praying he doesnt flood the common room or die or something.
Only 5 people in my entire life honestly know who I am
None of which are family,
None of which are here.
When Bloggers Go Outside: A Cautionary Tale.
Never ever leave you room, or your bed, or your nutella, or your laptop, or your cat or your dog. Please take heed of this dire warning. Bloggers aren’t built for the beach or the shops or the sun or even the front fucking porch.
2nd Day of Training at work. :D
went to subway in my senior polo and baggy denim shorts
in walks a 6 foot combination of John O’Callaghan and Tom Daley
is it bad that i live off mugs of tea and peanut butter out of the jar?
i didn’t choose the university life, the university life chose me.
no but srsly guise, i’m the one that they accepted not the other way around.
What I just sent Dani :) Fuck, I miss that bitch: