Addicted & Obsessed.


Carman
I live to travel & love to blog.

HOW DO I PUT A READ MORE IN AFTER THE FIRST LINE: And other problems, by Me.

current life events rant!

I’m not sure why I wanted to write all of this down, but I do, so here’s just a bunch of shit (good and bad shit!) that’s currently going on in my life. There’s really no purpose to this because I only know a few of you personally, and everyone else probably wont have a fucking clue what I’m talking about but anyway…

Firstly (might I remind you that I suck at structuring things so this is going to go back and forth between past, present and future events more than a Doctor Who episode!) a rather beautiful friend of mine, who I like to refer to as ‘my favourite blond’ (mainly because before him I had never found myself attracted to blondes) was chatting alllll night to a girl I don’t really know (but at the same time don’t necessarily like). This is all fair enough!!!! Ahhh, I really don’t want this to be an unjustified rant, I just want to get everything down somewhere…. Anyhow, she’s tiny (sighhh, self-esteem issues! Don’t get me wrong, I love me, I’m just not sure how anyone else could?!) and she only just recently broke up with a good friend of mine, who seems a little lost without her. This really isn’t her fault, I have no idea about the nature of the break-up, I just hate to see him so out of it. So, yeah. Cute boy chatting up cute girl and me seedily watching from the balcony at club. That night was great overall though, really! A friend’s band was playing and they’re really good, and I love hanging out with the college crew. I really really like going out to club/ town with people other than my direct friendship group. I know this is kind of strange, and I do love going out and getting white girl wasted with my girls, but in saying that they’re not really ‘mine’, or they don’t feel like it, and sometimes I just like to mix it up and have a chilled night with the boys / other college mates. Basically the story of this paragraph is that I still think that my favourite blond is crazy gorgeous, and his hair has been looking extra spectacular of late, but I’ve given up trying to work up the courage to even make an effort there. He can do what he wants and I’ll try not to let it affect how I feel about him. Which really is the way it should be, I’ve never been one to understand the whole ‘pursuit’ thing, which is testament to my relationship history!

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posted 1 week ago with 1 note

Just climbed out of bed, missing my biggest day at uni, still with a blinding headache and a cough that makes my rib cage hurt. Whyyyyyyyyyy?!

Fuck this university rubbish.

posted 2 weeks ago

Another Update to Summer goals:

  • IF and only IF I lose weight - buy heaps of clothes because by then I will fucking deserve it and I havent’ bought a new top since like 2011 and I haven’t bought new togs sings May and all of my socks are holy and pooR UNI STUDENT
  • … I intentionally spelt holy wrong because my socks are Lutheran
posted 7 months ago

#Project:Fuckeveryoneelse

Update to Summer goals:

  • NEW THEME BEFORE I THROW UP
  • Make at least 10 new tumblr friends
  • Edit photos from Mauritius, Italy and the Pioneer Cemetery and UPLOAD them
  • Get a fuckload of photos printed for my room at uni next year because this year’s lot are old and I want lost of black and white to contrast with my crazy clashing colours because yes I am a bloody interior designer
  • Discover a new favourite brand of tea - try some new shit - get experimental - it’s just fucking tea - don’t be afraid of the tea
  • … don’t swear as much
posted 7 months ago

This Summer I plan to increase my knowledge, my bank-balance and my itunes library and decrease my weight.

Goals:

  • Read at least 30 books
  • Save at least $2,000
  • Listen to over 50, 000 songs
  • Lose 20kg
posted 7 months ago with 1 note


his mates just came and dragged him out of the shower and now he’s getting dressed in his room and they’re all yelling ‘NO HOMO! NO HOMO!’ And debating what is or what is not considered ‘gay’ behaviour.

posted 7 months ago

update: fuck I just realised I need to wash my hair and there’s going to be no hot water left. bugger!

posted 7 months ago

you know you live on college when you roomate has been passed out on the floor of the shower for the last hour. praying he doesnt flood the common room or die or something.

posted 7 months ago

#Confirmed

Only 5 people in my entire life honestly know who I am

  • 1 is in Melbourne
  • 1 is in Ingham
  • 1 is in Forrest beach
  • 1 is in Townsville
  • and 1 we do not speak of

None of which are family,

None of which are here.

posted 8 months ago

When Bloggers Go Outside: A Cautionary Tale.

Introduction

  • Never leave your house

Never ever leave you room, or your bed, or your nutella, or your laptop, or your cat or your dog. Please take heed of this dire warning. Bloggers aren’t built for the beach or the shops or the sun or even the front fucking porch.

Conclusion

  • Just don’t leave ever leave your fucking house, okay?
posted 8 months ago with 1 note

2nd Day of Training at work. :D

2nd Day of Training at work. :D

posted 8 months ago

went to subway in my senior polo and baggy denim shorts

in walks a 6 foot combination of John O’Callaghan and Tom Daley

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

posted 8 months ago with 2 notes

is it bad that i live off mugs of tea and peanut butter out of the jar?

i didn’t choose the university life, the university life chose me.

no but srsly guise, i’m the one that they accepted not the other way around.

posted 8 months ago with 1 note

What I just sent Dani :) Fuck, I miss that bitch:


I wanna have a girls night sometime and sleepover and cudddle and watch gay one direction videos and horror movies like old times
and we can bake rainbow pancakes at like 4 am and then rewatch all of season 1 of spn because it was just about two cute brothers back then
and we can go through your pile of neverending clothes and bitch about skinny people
and chat about your boobs, your life, my life, life in general, maybe a bit about death, but mainly about your boobs
posted 8 months ago